I HAVE, HAVE YOU?

I HAVE, HAVE YOU? 

Ever felt, Invisible, I have 

Ever felt, like everyone is looking, I have 

Ever felt, Alone, I have 

Ever felt, Sad, I have 

Ever felt, Happy, I have 

Ever felt like, Disappearing, I have

Ever felt, Frightened, I have 

Ever felt, Scared, I have 

Ever felt, Wrong, I have 

Ever felt, Right, I have 

Ever felt, so Tired, I have 

Ever felt, Weak, I have 

Ever felt, Strong, I have 

Ever felt, Overwhelmed, I have 

Ever felt, Underwhelmed, I have 

Ever felt, Pain, I have 

Ever felt like, Giving up, I have 

Ever felt like, Running away, I have

These thoughts that run through my mind, most every day

No-one would know, because in my head they stay

Until now, when all of a sudden, they needed to come out

This way, I can write them down, I have no need to shout

These thoughts are still there inside my mind, and there they will stay

Im not going to let them rule my life, or spoil my day

This has been my choice in all the years that have gone 

So I’ll just ignore those thoughts, Smile, Stay Strong, Live my Life & Carry On .

Written by Shelley Edwards (c) 

 

IS MY MIND PLAYING TRICKS!

AM I LOSING MY MIND!

I’ve been having these thoughts of times gone by

Memories of some good days, and some that make me cry

I love to reminisce & look back at those days, I cannot lie 

A photo sparks a memory or something may catch my eye 

I have this fear of losing, my memories that I hold so dear

What if I forget! What will I do! Will I really care!

Some memories are fading, I’m forgetting certain times!

I’m really trying hard, not to read between the lines!

Could it be the start, of my mind, slowly falling apart!

When it happens, if I happens, Will it break my heart!

I guess I won’t care! Because I won’t know who I am!

Who anyone is! Where I live! I probably won’t give a damn!

I hope it’s just my age, that’s making me feel like this

Forgetting little things, and them words that go amiss 

Ok, you might think I’m crazy, I guess you may be right 

This is something that scares me and gives me quite a fright

I’m being very honest, my words may be quite sad but true 

If you were me? Maybe, you would be thinking it too……..

Written by Shelley Edwards (c)