DREAMS
My dreams of how my life could have been
Are coming through thick and fast, when I dream
But I know those dreams, cannot forever last
As they are just a memory, taken from my past
I dreamed of dancing, around and around
And enjoying my feet moving to the musics sound
And now thinking of how much I wish I could dance
Which I used to enjoy, a lot, but not now, no chance
I also dreamed of playing in the sand and sea
Enjoying a piña colada, sitting on a hotel balcony
Just holidaying in the sun, having fun & feeling free
And touring the country , for all the sights to see.
I dreamed of being normal and living my life
And living every day in full, without all this strife
Without the pain and diseases that I have within me
But obviously it’s not what my life was destined to be
I dreamed of helping everyone, who needs me, it’s true
And being there for good or bad, by helping them through
It’s something I dreamed of doing and much much more
If only I could do this, It makes me mad, right down to my core
I dreamed of walking down the road with my stiletto shoes on
Strutting around, walking about, those times are long gone
Back to reality though, I obviously can’t do that, it’s for sure
I definitely can’t do that , I’d be flat on my face on the floor
I dreamed of running a marathon
Every day , fighting fit and strong
Am I kidding myself, OK, am I wrong?
So should I dream ? or should I not ? What’s right? What’s wrong?
Is it healthy , make-believing a time, where I am fit and strong
When I can do these things and feel fine and well
Or should I live life , feeling low, should I dwell
I definitely don’t think I should do that , do you ?
As I’m definitely not one for feeling down and blue
I’m still alive and kicking, I can still laugh and smile,
So I’m going to carry on dreaming, for a long , long while ……
Written by Shelley Edwards (c)